I have sinned,

I have cursed,

I have been enveloped

In another's purse…..

Forgive me Lord…

For literally creating a habitat of unhappiness and disengagement

For being stubborn and less attententive to the omens

For sarcastically welcoming indecent advances and pitiful talks

Yearning for something I cannot have rather than what I already have

For mistaken, premature judgment of personal point of views and inner battles

Overly emotional stressing and excessively binge drinking

For paying least attention to her personal needs

For blogging to my limits

For conversing with my inner demons

For breaking my mold

For turning lust into love

For attempting the impossible

For creating an invisible wall

For destroying trusting relationships

For spreading my legs inappropriately

For being naïve and gullible

For mediated breakdowns

For mistaken identity

For momentarily changing my lifestyle

For accommodating my inner desires

For acknowledging my normality

For ambivalent behavior

For desiccating my soul

For the consequences of my action

For discomfiting my self and others

For perplexity and technicality

For symmetries and organization

For gloating for something I thought I did

For being inadequate

For being bluntly rejected

For being in my most immaculate self

Now, I lay in my master's feet

Shrinking in my despair,

Only he knows the beatings of my heart

Only he knows…..