It could have been easier for me to take if you have told me how stupid I was for choosing a complicated life instead of being what you’ve hoped for me when I was still a fragile infant in your arms. How can you be so forgiving despite of all the pain I have caused you? I feel so small and so ashamed of myself because I know I have frustrated you in so many ways. I failed even at the simplest task that you’ve asked me to do. How can you be so loving after all those times that I haven’t reached out and instead unloaded all my burdens and cried on other people’s shoulders? When I heared your voice the last time we talked, all the emotions that I have been keeping inside my heart for so long just came flooding out and I tried so hard to sound okay but then your mother instinct told you that I was into a very difficult time and I needed you to comfort me...and you did. You have no idea how is it to be me and I have thought you will never understand the things I’ve been through. But now I know that it was just a silly thought. The bond between us is always there...so elastic and unbreakable no matter how far is the distance between us. Your words of wisdom, your encouragement along with your heart that I carry inside of me are sweet reminders that I am being loved and cared by someone like you and that love is endless and unconditional. More than I could ever hope for...more than I could ever give. I don’t even have the right to question the feelings that you’ve shown to me but I am just so amazed. Only great mothers like you could ever touch the heart and soul of a wild child like me. To tell you the truth, I am wishing that someday, somebody will share the same thoughts with me like I do to you now. Only then maybe my wonderment will cease because I will perfectly understand how it is to be a mom like you. :)