I'm tired runing away from my fears, I mean I'm tired of hiding my feelings, and also your feelings. The things that we did together were unreal but you cant face the fact that it was real and it will always be real I'm serious. I will always have this feeling and it won't go away I tried many ways also you did too but you did fine something and I didnt. I know you and I have many things that are alike. You know what I'm thinking of or who I'm thinking about,also how I'm feeling. It's just that my demons are creeping back on me and I fear that I can't control myself anymore. So is this real or just a fantasy that I'm speaking of, but my demons know which is real.