Well now shit has really hit the fan for me i guess. If i thought that messing with girls would be a hell of a lot easier than messing with guys then i was SADLY mistaken. I guess i was just searching, searching for who i am as a person and i guess my sexuality was apart of that search. I have always been attracted to girls, and i had often imagined what it would be like to "be" with a girl. I am a writer, as most of you all know, and writers have to explore the unknown, and take chances that may just bring them closer to uncovering the deeper meaning to things. But i didn't analyze and consider all the different things that go into to being "bisexual". For one, if i thought my emotions were hard to handle, try handling another females "mood swings" and "emotions" and feelings, it just all becomes to much for you at some point. not to mention the drama you could get your ass in, and if your not careful that drama could get ugly. I am known for my flirtatious behavior, and i hate being tied down to just "1" person, except if that one person happens to be able to keep the fire "hot" in the relationship and keep me from getting bored ,or, if in a rare case, i fall in love . But as a Sagittarius, i get restless and bored easily in relationships, and if that happens, i may just break up with that person for no apparent reason. I know it sounds cold but I'm just being honest, this is the way i have always been. Females can't understand this about me, so they cry, and get pissed off, and basically end up hating me. But i am a free spirit, and settling down with 1 person is kind of scary for me....I don't know, i'm just so confused right now, i don't like breaking people's hearts, but at the same time i need a guy who can keep up with me, and girls right now......well.......i'm just not sure