My fiance has 6 kids who are still going to school, and she we have another child on the way. I myself has 1 daughter who is in school as well. Don't get me wrong things are just fine. Life is good with my fiance, and the kids are so funny in their own ways. 2 are in high school, 1 is pregnant, the others are still in elementary. The only hard part is realizing that it isn't easy. I will do what ever it takes to keep this family together. Sometimes it's just frustrating, because my fiance gets irritated a lot even though I try to tell her she has nothing to worry about, and to let me worry about it. Her kids for the most part are really looking up to me in some ways. Her youngest son is just so adorable that she can't stand him, because of this pregnancy. Her daughter who is in high school is just getting back to school after being kicked out. Her will of determination is what I admire about her. I also have come to find out that we have a lot in common.

I don't know how to satisfy her, or even if I am satisfying her. I love her so much, and she does a lot for me. I'm trying to ease off some pressure on her, because she doesn't need this with the pregnancy. It all comes down to almost having a break down, because I am the only one working and supporting 7 kids with another one on the way, and plus me and her. I work 2 jobs day and night, and finding the time to spend with each other is sometimes impossible. I just took 2 days off of work to spend time with them, but even at that we had some paperwork to do at numerous places.

It seem like that wasn't enough again. It just gets so frustrating, and I sometimes feel I'm not doing something right when all I'm trying to do is keep this family healthy and safe.