i was 7 and she was a beautiful green eyed tomboy of around 16.

for a long time i thought liking girls was normal, until i realized we were a minority. "_

I watched Xena casually when I was younger, but the summer after my freshman year of college I randomly picked up the first season and got obsessed. At work one day, I went searching for Xena fanfic. I have no idea what I expected (Xena & Marcus, Gabby & Perdicus EW). Halfway through the first story, the "oh my god I'm gay switch" clicked on. It wasn't even a particularly good Xena/Gabrielle sex scene, but that was all it took for me to realize why I cried so much over my camp counselor!

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I knew when I was coming out of elementry school going into middle school.
Girls were always more appealing to me, and I never held an interest for too long into the opposite sex. I'd say for about half a year of 7th grade. After that, my mind was focused on women.
There was never much of a question for me...it seemed pretty obvious in my mind which gender I'd be chasing for the rest of my life. Lol.

I have always been more attracted to girls. They take better care of themselves and other compared to guys. Beautiful girls just get me going lol. They are easier to talk to and at one point I thought they were easier to understand but I was wrong on that.

oh the back in teh day i was a weird, loner little kid and lived in my head (the only thing that's changed is i'm not little or a loner anymore).. anyways, second grade.. i met a girl named jessi and we became fast friends and she lived up near the golf course and it happened that my 2nd grade teacher, miss swanson lived there too. Anyways, i had a huge crush on her, but i thought she was boning my soon-to-be 3rd grade teacher, mr. burns. I was like, her favorite student pretty much. Anyways.. I hit 3rd grade and starting having sleepovers at jessi's house and she was like, "miss swanson is my mom's friend and lives down the street" so we used to go over to her house and bake cookies and she'd spend time with us, etc etc...
So I started riding my back around her house and making her little cards outta the colored cardboard and leaving them on her doorstop and buying her little things from the dollar store, blah blah. Well, about mid-way thru 3rd grade, we were over at her house making cookies or something and she told us she was pregnant and getting married. I FREAKED OUT. Like, freaked hardcore.
I ran storming out of her house and rode my back 1/2 way accross town and cried and cried and cried. Afterwards, I stopped hanging out with jessi and i would ride over around her house and throw rocks at her house and totally hide in the bushes and watch her and the whole bit.
I was devestated, and it makes me laugh now but part of me is still devestated. She was my very 1st girl crush ever and thru the years is just got worse and worse with girls i couldn't have.
I still have teh problem, not to metion an affinity for older women.. :D

The military made me gay. Haha. No seriously most of the girls are gay/bi.

well i always really knew but,
i didn't really solidify until 3rd grade because i thought my teacher was the sexiest thing alive.

we had a journal that we would write in and she would read, and then leave comments. so i would write her love poems and ask her if she liked me and thinking about it now i still get very embarrassed. but i distinctly remember one occasion where she leaned over me to get something off her desk, and my heart just stopped beating i was so enthralled by it. what a tease haha.

so i always knew and i never really thought twice about it.

Drunken kiss with my straight friend in high school. She got kind of freaked out and I just wanted to do more hah

my first crush with a woman happened in kindergarten, lol... i was infatuated with my teacher, i remember, but of course i was not conscious about it...

Mmm i was in an all/girl school since elementary till highschool, so my relationship with girls was always very deep, i would be jealous and possessive with certain friends.... especially my best one. And I remember we played weird sexual games at the age of 12, lol.

Then i woke up to real life, and i remember this girl who really called my attention, i couldnt help looking at her everytime i saw her... i was 13, and thats when i became fishy... lol

the rest is history!!!

I used to like Xena the princess warrior and agent Dana Scully back in the 90's... XD

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And if my present deeds are foolish in thy sight, it may be that a foolish judge arraigns my folly.

wen i was 1.. i touched my vagina and thought... i wonder what that tastes like........
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now i know.......

it tastes like strawberyy rainbows and sweet apple pie