That's right folks I'm getting on a plane and getting out of Iraq for a long-awaited and much-needed vacation!!!

Check this out it is super funny. Its a video that I made in Iraq... the things soldiers do when they don't have internet or TV!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPjxvZA7a1g

tear me in half, choose a side
one side with a bright insecure smile
while the other hides in a dark room
these thoughts keep crawling up the walls
you tell yourself you're fine, what a lie

too many words
do you think its ubsurd

everything is better left unsaid
quit trying to get in my head

I could be harmful
so pass me the bottle

act like it doesn't bother you

July 28th, 2008

The easiest thing is to fuck the pain away
When its over I will slowly dress; You'll beg me to stay
I won't even look back because I have nothing to say

The darkness slowly swallows your soul,
Fear creeps into your bed. Tortures you whole.

It's okay, go to sleep...

Look out it's coming up from behind,

My heart is cold this definately couldn't be good
I'm moving through the days at a rapid pace
All I can think is I'd rather be frozen in your soul
It isn't a game I'm tired of this constant chase

Written: Feb 16, 2006