I lost myself in you
And now I want me back
When you left
You left me empty
I lie awake
Endless thoughts cloud my mind
Stealing me from sleep
I sleep not to rest, but to shut off my mind

Loneliness feeds upon me
Claws at my insides
Tears me to peices
Invisibility is too close to reality
My voice is faint
My existance is questionable
My heart is as empty as a sea shell

You touch my hair
You stand so close
Do I dare
To do what I desire most
It pains me so
To have to hide
Even though you know
What I am feeling inside
I think sometimes
Maybe you too

When I feel empty
And everything has gone to shit
You make me feel as though I'm flying over the sea
Instead of falling down a bottomless pit
I know it will never happen
I know it cannot be

No direction
No talent
Too much protection
Future effervescent
Scared of love
Desire pain
Unsure of what is above
Everything to gain
Nothing to lose
Unwilling to be happy