i find it fascinating how our lives are interconnected in some ways or another... people we meet at random are not total strangers...

MULTISLACKING: (v)
Doing multiple slacker-esque things concurrently.

it is my mom's 5th death anniversary... i needed to wake up early than my usual waking up time to attend the 6am church service offered for her... we went to see her grave after the mass....

It's funny really.

I never realized just how damaged I had become, never realized just how much of myself I had lost.

as we grow wiser, we loosen our grip on being perfect in everyway... we learn that it is more important to be human and happy...rather than perfect but sad...

stay happy...

it is hard when you do not know what causes your sadness... but it is harder when you know what makes you sad you can not do anything about it... tsk!...

one of the reasons why people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that do not change when everything else does... human nature is so resistant to change... [smiles]

Seriously.

With what has transpired, I don't see why I deserve to feel all complicated again when really, the answer is simple: it's fine.