I've recently noticed that there's been a distinct "evolution" of what I consider my lesbianism.

"Friends Plus" HA...not likely to happen. As I told Suzanne Westenhoefer when she licked my pen after her performance "that's as close to lesbian sex as I've been yet".

I think I'm going back to repressing. This whole being true to myself thing is just turning out to be so darned difficult. I'm so frustrated. I just don't know what to do with myself.

Seeing how this whole lesbian thing kind of snuck up on me, I missed a very key piece of age-old lesbian advice: Never fall for a straight girl.

I'm going to sit down and try to tell my story.